Excuse me, everyone. On 7/22/2011 when I had this incident of this woman hiding her feet from me, I had no interest in sexual intercourse. SHE was viewing ME as a sexual object because she asked me for sex that night. I refused because I NEVER want children, we did not have any condoms, and I was not sterilized until 7/19/2012.

I certainly PLAN to get to know my partner's character aside from sexual preferences before seeking any intimacy sexual or non. I don't need to be reminded of this necessity. I am in the process of switching mental health counselors and will discuss all this with my new mental health counselor.

As for the issues about their religion vs. my lack thereof, I must mention, I am more and more "closeted" about my antitheism. I certainly don't talk about it with people I recently met. Now, when they mention God, they might see me cringe, but other than that I won't let them notice until trust has been established. I was very open about my antitheism throughout 2012 due to all the doomsday talk. My mother's friends have not tolerated my lack of religion well at all. I just never did have much of a relationship with God and I'm really not interested in having one. Several posters on the PsychCentral social group "At Jesus' Feet" reminded me that religions are about having a relationship with God. So, due to that, I was never truly interested in religion, and have decided to stay consistent in not being religious.