I agree with both of you Adam, and Genetic. Maturity was not a component in the relationships I tried to build after my marriage fell apart. It was different and confusing. I'm trying my best to get to a better place, both emotionally and spiritually. I don't want to get heart broken anymore and I truly believe in love and marriage. My hope is that it will come back to me in a more mature and calmer form. It is hard to face loneliness, failure, rejection, ONESELF! But, I hope this is going to make stronger and more confident in myself.