I thank you so very much for your response. I do try reading but can't keep my mind on the book. You're right I do need to deal with all that stuff that keeps me awake at night. I guess my problem won't go away until I do. I'm very sorry that you go through this too but it's good to know that I'm not the only one and that there is someone else out there who can relate to my situation. Hang in there!