Thx- it really meant a lot that someone responded. I actually have a dog right now and I volunteer every weekend at the animal shelter. It's something I can do to give back a little. Idk how I'm gonna afford to take him to get his shots in aug and I need more heart guard and flea and tick stuff. I'll find the money for him tho- he's so worth it. Even he deserves better I feel. And u are right- I am so lucky to have my parents- I know I shouldn't be embarrassed asking for help but I am.