MYSELF I have no idea what is going on IRL but it's evidenced here at PC. We all hope you can settle down soon, as, well, I for one am feeling your frustration with your postings. I would hope that you could step back away from PC for a bit on your own and take a deep breath. Perhaps you really don't realize the turmoil you are causing here, that whatever is going on that you are reacting to really has you upset. Please take care of yourself and try to calm yourself,ok?