I feel like a loser as well I am 23 and will be 24 in august. I graduated highschool which I don't see as such an accomplishment I should have dropped out and got a job or something going to public school did more harm than good. I've dropped out of college and am in no way functional enough for a job.....So I am kind of stuck trying to get on SSI and state assistance(I do have food stamps at least) and living at my moms house in the basement obviously.

I have had a few short relationships that never worked out, I don't think having gotten my first kiss or having sex before the age of 20 is much of an accomplishment it would have been preferable to find someone I actually connect with and could be with. As of now though I don't even want to try and be in any relationships because I think I'm too screwed up mentally to contribute to an intimate relationship.

I get the frustration of never seeming to get anywhere even if you try. I kind of hate being told about the potential I have...people in my family say 'potential' but potential for what insanity? having to be admitted to the psych ward repeatedly so I can make sure I don't hurt myself or someone else. I wish I could say it gets better, but I really don't know.

I don't have a lot of friends I have some close family and a few people I regard as friends but none of them are having great lives either...makes me feel even worse that I can't function well because I wish I could just get a job make some money and help me and all them but I can't.