This morning I checked again and he deleted his history. Granted random thoughts and curiousity is fine, but to search specific porn and then spy cameras is not just curiousity in my mind. He had a variety of searches that googled 'saved' but he only went to the 'little girl' sites. I know it is hard to post on here, not being able to share a full story. I have never been a 'snooper', it has never been in my character. I am a very trusting person. But we have these 'incidents' every month for the first 3 years, and I think for this last year it has only been every other month or 2. When I relax, and do not question or look into his activities, everything seems fine. And one day I will be like 'huh this has been good' or he will get a 'secretive message' on his phone and i peek and boom he is being dishonest or down right inappropriate. My fear is I am a doormat, but if he has any thought of any of the daughters, it all must end now. I have seen his porn history before, and normally it wouldn't matter but this was specific and made me uncomfortable, and now it has been deleted. He only viewed the 'daddy' sites the other sites like I said was just in the google searches. I thank you for your feedback, and welcome more.
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