Hi! I´m 19 years here on this forum because I´m not feeling very well. Most are related to self esteem issues. I live with my mum dad, dog and two older brothers.

I saw that there was line about Autism and Asperger. One of my brother has Autism. I think that there´s a little sorrow in me because of that. It´s very hard for him to show care and many times he screams at me, neighbours and he´s quite violent. It feels very wrong for me to say this but I´m not sure I like him. I know I love him. He´s my brother and we´ve shared our childhood. but I fear I may not actually like him. I feel very sad to say that. Though he have hurt me in many ways both psysical and foremost emotional. I feel unsafe when he´s home

I just wished I knew better ways to deal with him.