yesterday and today have been hard. I have been very depressed and anxious. Yesterday I slept as much as I could and today I went to a friend's house for a part of the day. Depressed because I am still dealing with med changes and life is depressing. Anxious because I am stil dealing with med changes and I have to figure out how to be this highly functional person by the time I have to go back to work in three weeks. My body started shaking a few hours ago when I called home to check on the family and Hubby was complaining about stupid trivial stuff he could deal with but was overwhelmed so he dumps it on me who gets overwhelmed deciding if I need to pee or not and I just started shaking. Seriously, there were lots of flys in the building where my rabbits are and I have been meaning to ask him to set up the big fan. He took a while to wrap his mind around that and then was freaking because he couldn't find the fly spray concentrate. I told him I knew I had a gallon that cost $27.00. Then he said if anyone had fly strike{if you don't know, better not to ask} he was not going to deal with it. so yeah, I can deal with it because I can take care of everything. So far he hasn't checked them for fly strike and I will have to go do it. On a positive note, I made another creation today. Cute and fun and distracted me a bit. I need some mohair to finish it up. My t spoke with the doc earlier and I am upping drugs and adding drugs and I am sick of feeling like the stuff the rabbits make that I put in the garden. Good for the garden, not for me.