I can't seem to understand why people don't like me. i don't get why all my life i've had to deal with this. when i think something's funny people don't find it funny at all. instead they get all serious about it and when others do it in a playful way, everyone else laughs. this one librarian told me that my voice carries when i talk to her from afar and that i should be speaking to her upfront. I asked another librarian if my voice was like that and he was like no. It was all due to her comment that I began questioning myself. I volunteer there and at times people can be total jerks..
I don't undrstand why some people's presences make me uncomfortable. i feel like my presence does not seem to be very welcoming to others so they're like dude what are you doing here?
Ever since freshman year started I have been told what are you doing here in our in-group or should I call it a clique? they excluded me and were mad because i was there. wow, cannot believe it.
I tend to judge a person by their looks because i feel like the ones who have been mean to me have a certain look so i avoid those people altogether and never get to know who they are.
i wanted the people who had harmed me or laughed at my expense to vanish from my sight, to be made miserable, and i've always gotten mad when they're doing better than I am. One time I was told that I was a mistake and another time i was told that who would want to marry you? I wanted to tell teh guy that who would want to marry a guy who doesn't want to have kids? I hope your wife is barren for the rest of her life. As for the person who said I was a mistake, I hope that his future generations will not have the best of luck.
when i see how others who have been mistreating me, successful, i can't help but be envious of them.
when i laugh nobody laughs with me even when it's purely innocent.