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Old Jul 03, 2013, 11:39 AM
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I take my meds before going to bed. The dosage is high and they put me out for the night. I used to astral travel and dream lucidly. Now I wake up and can't even remember a regular dream. Dreams have been with me and a huge part of my life since I was born. I have always spontaneously astral travelled, flying through dimmensions, walls, directing the dream...meeting different entities...even a Goddess.

Now...nothing, and I am devastated.

What can I do?

I take 100mg Lamictal and 160mg Geodon for Bipolar 1, mixed with Psychosis before bedtime because these meds would put me to sleep during the day so I have to take them at night.

Yes I am stable but have gained 30lbs and I don't dream anymore.

I have been through a rough period of 3 hospitalizations in a 6 month period so I know I need the meds. But it's a pretty big trade-off.

Anyone have any suggestions to get my dreams back?