
I take my meds before going to bed. The dosage is high and they put me out for the night. I used to astral travel and dream lucidly. Now I wake up and can't even remember a regular dream. Dreams have been with me and a huge part of my life since I was born. I have always spontaneously astral travelled, flying through dimmensions, walls, directing the dream...meeting different entities...even a Goddess.
Now...nothing, and I am devastated.
What can I do?
I take 100mg Lamictal and 160mg Geodon for Bipolar 1, mixed with Psychosis before bedtime because these meds would put me to sleep during the day so I have to take them at night.
Yes I am stable but have gained 30lbs and I don't dream anymore.
I have been through a rough period of 3 hospitalizations in a 6 month period so I know I need the meds. But it's a pretty big trade-off.
Anyone have any suggestions to get my dreams back?