You all are so great to me. I have been off my meds for a couple of years and can manage as long as I work at it, like Piraeus said. Kaliope that is what I felt like. I resented taking that pill, but I take vitamins..so strange isn't it? So now I have learned a different approach. It's a lot harder, but it takes several things, but if I skip any of my routine activities I start to decline. Even my T said I was doing great with my method. The only med I wish I had was my ADD. I could get so much more done. I don't have a Pdoc anymore. I quit going because I lost my insurance and the regular doc was going to make me talk to their specialist, which meant their psych. I didn't want to tell my life story to another person. Way tooooo hard. Anyway, I'm ok right now. Thank you and big hugs.

Sadp8r I'm so sorry, hey, I will hold your hand on the way down. Ok?