I think my dream is more about surviving through transitions. I'm currently transitioning into a new job, going back to school after taking a year off, switching to long-term birth control, among other things. My life is pretty hectic at the moment. Also, I think the Nazi reference and the want to be a hero is because of harassment from another member who attacked my Nazi fetish and made me feel like a loser, so in the dream I was able to redeem myself and become a hero again and be accepted.