Hey. It was okay. I told him about going to another city for a couple months... And he said that was okay. That he was going to take a month off next year when his wife has a baby. Talk about more than I wanted to know... I guess he was upfront so I understood why he couldn't be more exact with the dates and so I wouldn't worry about whether he was going to die or something. Don't know how I feel. Sad. Abandoned. Kinda. Kinda. I'm sure we will see...

He said we could have a couple of phone sessions during that time... That we might be able to do that while I'm away too. I said I'd try and get back but every week might be a bit much.

I don't know. Two suggestions. Journalling. Mapping. He doesn't push me to do it, just introduces them as suggestions for me to think about. He said I don't have to do either and that is okay.

I want...

I want to take a while so we can get to know each other. I don't want this to be focused solely around the voices. It is important to me that he would work with me even if I was all there was and there wasn't any voices. If he wouldn't want to see me without them then I shouldn't work with him. Maybe I'll do some mapping and have a talk to him about that... He said earlier that if I had questions it was okay to ask... I want to know what kind of therapy he is used to doing...

I don't know... Feel a bit... Disconnected. I guess it will take some time for us to get to know each other.