i am ugly and i blame my mother for this because in my opinion she is decent looking but she married my father, who is very ugly. (flat, wide face, flat nose with nostrils showing, small eyes, bad bone structure, balding, etc.) but my mother was chased by other guys. she could have married a random guy off the street and things would have turned out better.

i am angry at her that she did this to me, that she did not think about how this would affect her children.
my looks have caused me a lot of pain in my life, ive gone through already two plastic surgeries on my face, and still there are much more things to be done
i know that i am unattractive, some people might try to say something like its inner beauty that matters but this just means that i am not beautiful on the outside..

the thing is that i feel like my mother is attractive, like she has a good bone structure, high cheekbones, defined nose, and big round eyes, good hairline, but i did not get her genes.. id rate her a 7 or 8 on looks and my dad a 2.. like if you can imagine an ugly old man that would be my dad (sorry..)

i know that.. she had a difficult life and maybe in the circumstances she did her best and maybe without marrying my dad i would not even have been born but i do not think that its fair that she did this to me and that i have to live with all this pain over my appearance when she could have prevented it

it relaly bothers mea nd when i think about it it makes me hate her

does nayone else feel this way?