I've been feeling flat lately too. Now that I've brought it forward in my thoughts, it's time to think and talk it over with my T. I've had a lot of really bad experiences in the past 6 mos. and feeling numb is probably a coping mechanism. If I'd shown outwardly the trauma I was feeling inwardly, I don't think I would have been able keep it together. I really haven't been very functional, but emotionally I look ok. I am a very good actress when it's necessary.