It's kinda dumb that it took me so long to figure out what the feeling was. Like major duh, But it happens a lot. I guess I am not real in touch with myself or my body sometimes. It has passed and I am on to my second klonopin and an ambien for night night. My favorite time of day since I got the ambien. shut down and rest, no worries. There is a thing about hubby and I that he can get this response out of me by being disapproving or upset. I was calling home because I was guilty for being out and wanted to make sure they all were living without me. Actually, my need to call in and make sure that all was okay, no crises, nothing to worry about. Bang. Stupid stuff. I am learning.
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