Moreta: I hope the cookout's good!

SpirtofaStorm: Triggers are a pain in the butt! Although I do like it when I get triggered right out of a bad mood!

Innerzone: I'm glad that things are better!

As to myself: I got up the guts to call the guy from Mental Health. He was supposed to call me almost two weeks ago... and hasn't. I was getting paranoid that maybe he thought I was too nuts to work with.. or that I just don't matter. Or that maybe when he said he would call me Monday he meant that I was to call HIM on Monday..... or that I somehow misunderstood, or that maybe I'd left the wrong phone number....

But at the same time, I also didn't want to actually go and see or talk to him. So not having a call was ooook.

So I got up the guts to call the place today (after getting a mutual friend to pass along the number I actually needed and his last name as I didn't know it...) I called. Got put through from the receptionist and got a voice mail. I got as far as hearing that he'd been out of office from the 26-3.. and hung right up! That meant he had 2 days to call me when he didn't, but you know, a few days is forgiveable. But I didn't leave a message cause I'm a chicken, and even though a friend scolded me and said that I should call back and leave a message... I was scared to do it because I didn't want the receptionist to recognize my voice.

So.. maybe I will try again tomorrow. He was probably quite busy today getting caught up on whatever he would have missed at work.