I did talk to him about it and he was all like " we barely even dated- we probably kissed (peck) like two times! He's right! I guess I was reading more into it than I thought. He even said "that ship has long since sailed" and i even asked if it would be weird if we both ended up datig. he was like yea- no big deal a all, so I guess it's all good.

About breaking the lease- yea, ill definitely have to pay to get out of the lease but I will make it up in 2 months with what I save at this new place. So in the long run it will work out well.

But now my mind is racing about what to pack, when to go, what to bring, etc...maybe I bring my dog over first to see how he is and then maybe tell the place I'm leaving? I'm just so nervous but I think I need to do this.