Hello, kinkcray.



I am hoping you get feedback from the forums you have posted in. Another forum you might post in to receive feedback for your problems is the following link:Addictions - Forums at Psych Central

At this time, I only other resources I can think of is Sex Anonymous(I am not familiar with how many groups there are in the US and which cities would support that group.) It's a twelve step program with some cognitive type behaviour therapy as it goes through what the twelve steps are involved in assisting you work out your possible addiction.

Those are the only sources of resources that could provide a trial, a clue to the solutions you require to solve your dilemma. I sincerely hope you find a way to work through all this and maximize your true potential as a human being.!