I've seen like... four different pdocs since the beginning of this year.

My current pdoc is not my permanent one. She is being transferred to another clinic/hospital or something.

She's really nice, though. I've only seen her a few times, but she really values what I have to say. She's been one of the only pdocs who wasn't out to diagnose me, she just wanted to help me with my meds and managing them. If I say that I want to come off my meds, she won't just scold me and tell me that I will never be able to come off my meds ever. She would say, "I think you should continue a little longer, and if you're still doing well, we can consider taking you off your medication". She has told me that she would recommend me staying on my medication indefinitely, just because of my symptoms, but she's at least willing to compromise with me. She always listens to what I have to say and she takes what I have to say into consideration.