Right now I'm actually really regretting not doing anything today. It comes once a year, and the thing is that I was actually trying to make an effort to do something today. Because the same thing happened on new years (I stayed inside and hid hoping no one would notice).

I don't know what happened, I just woke up and was online and lost track of time.. and by the time I knew it it was already late in the evening.

I actually wanted to go somewhere and watch fireworks, even if it was by myself. If someone asks me now what I did I feel so pathetic, "not much..".

I feel so depressed now, because I missed the chance to do something for myself today and it's really bothering me