Jan, I so understand. (((((((((((( Jan )))))))))))))))
The older brother called Thanksgiving Day from the mother's house and she had to have given him the number. I thought it was her, certainly didn't expect to hear from him for the first time in about 16 yrs.
Shock, sickening shock...then the still pictures in head.

Again, I'm just so sorry.
I "hard checked" for the first time in like forever? Daughter was a great help in that she told me what happened for sure, etc. I understand the physical reaction.
I'm so sorry you're dealing as I am right now...with this.
Love,
KD