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Originally Posted by Littlemeinside
I am not sure I fully get it. You would rather be mentally unstable, drunk and act out? I am sure most people would prefer to be well educated, stable and a good and healthy individual. So whats not fair, really? You seem to have created a good life for yourself. Doesn´t that make it "fair". You ARE the lucky one in all this, it seems. I wonder, what it is that you want and are not getting?
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Of course I would prefer to be in my situation-- well educated, stable, and healthy. I do not want to be unstable, drunk, or act out. What felt "unfair" was that my friend (supposedly) had this great weekend, despite her bad behavior towards me, while I had a difficult and emotional weekend because I decided to end the friendship.
Stopdog got it right when she said that I wanted my friend to have an emotional reaction to my letter.
You also got it right in your second post when you said I was expecting a "clear" response from someone who was just plain old drunk. I hadn't thought about that. I was expecting her to read it and respond like a sober person-- but she isn't a sober person. So, I am going to stop waiting and move on.