NJ-

I am so anxious I barely function. I rarely go out in public, anywhere. I am so far gone I am self isolating and only feel somewhat safe in the house.

You are getting help and that is a good sign! I only have my dog to take care of...if I had a family to take care of, I do not know what I would do. I have extended family members pick up things for me at stores and drop them off. So they are enabling my behavior.

I happen to love Walgreens (?)...so am very proud when I can actually shower, dress, and go to there to walk around. I believe if i saw someone i knew, I would pretend I did not see them, and even go as far as pretending not to hear then if they called my name.. I am very ill.