[quote=scorpiosis37;3153162]Of course I would prefer to be in my situation-- well educated, stable, and healthy. I do not want to be unstable, drunk, or act out. What felt "unfair" was that my friend (supposedly) had this great weekend, despite her bad behavior towards me, while I had a difficult and emotional weekend because I decided to end the friendship.

Stopdog got it right when she said that I wanted my friend to have an emotional reaction to my letter.

You also got it right in your second post when you said I was expecting a "clear" response from someone who was just plain old drunk.I hadn't thought about that. I was expecting her to read it and respond like a sober person-- but she isn't a sober person.So, I am going to stop waiting and move on.[/