So I haven't written here in a while. I'm not sure how I've been feeling lately. Maybe I'm not feeling at all. Just a robot going about its day. I wish I could connect to my feelings again. Sometimes I think I'm feeling OK but then my eyes tear up.

I think I'm getting more comfortable with my therapist and am trying really hard at this trust thing. Its so much easier now then when I was younger. We've been dealing with my anxiety problems more so than depression.

We are going to watch the fireworks tonight. They were cancelled last week. We are going to watch from a park next to the harbour.

I hope everyone has a good night.