Hi all. Last couple of days I've felt reasonably normal, whatever that is. I can think about my T without any longing or angst or gnashing of teeth or despair at not being able to be with him. Does that mean the transference is over? Anyway, now i can think straight it's almost as if the last 6 months or so has been a dream, it doesn't feel real, like when I recover from a manic episode and i think "Did i really do/say all those things?" I feel really disorientated now. Anyway just jottting this down in case i forget it. I'll tell T on Tues.
Love to the couchies.