Well, don't you make it sound so pretty...

Only looking at your post (no other replies), I could so join you, except I am beyond physical expression, like yours (cutting). There are so many finer ways of making oneself bleed. If you don't know that, then you are probably still very young.

You probably still think that someone will save you from yourself, but you are mistaken...

We are all here for selfish reasons, including you.

Do you really think someone is going to jump through your screen and save you? Please... we all know of the crowd that cheers a "jumper" to jump, so what makes you think the general public is gonna save you from cutting?

It's gotta come from within. No matter how desperate the feeling is, it still has to come from within you.

No one will be able to stop you if you want to go that far. Even if you are just ********ting, there is no way you can guarantee that someone will even want to stop you.

You gotta make a commitment to stoo self-injuring. No one can make that decision for you and you know that...

So stop %#@&#! around and get to the point of what you want to say. Only by speaking about your pain will anyone here be able to help you..

"there's fifty ways to leave your lover."

"I believe in the morning you'll begin to see the light... and get yourself free..." Lyrics by P.S.

So stop romaticising about what you are doing. Poetry doesn't make it any more elegant...

AS