Evvee, I am so sorry this happened to you. I can totally relate. I am glad you are learning to share your story. As painful and sad as it is, your story , just like my story or anyone else s story, it has the potential to help some one else. I don't know what to say. There is nothing I can say, just know that you have been heard and you are not alone.

If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me. I do know how you feel.