(((Sabrina))) Ok, let me tell you, when I was reading your post, my hubby was behind me reading it as well and he got that look, yeah the one that says, "why is she so upset"??
Well, I told him that one of the worst things men do and we, women hate, is thinking that becuase they apologized is like start a new page, it is for them, but for us it can be really hard. I usually hold a really bad feeling for a while until I can exactly say what I feel.
When I need him to hear me, I just tell him that, and it usually starts with ..."I don't even care for your opinion, but you are gonna hear me now"...
Maybe not so harsh, but there are times when they need to feel the weight we feel.
Hang in there hon~