Thank you Faith. I am really trying, trying harder than I ever have before. For me to even post on here is a huge step. My husband is even amazed that I have taken this step. I just keep telling myself, I can do this and it will happen. I know it will.

I sometimes hate that I have good days and or even good moments because, those times trick me into thinking that I can handle this and don't need help. Does or has anyone else ever felt this?