I understand where you're at with this as many years ago I was able to go off of AD's after 2 years on them.

The thing is...I didn't feel the depression returning, but felt better so I knew that I'd made the right decision for me. Also, I knew that my depression had been situational...not physical.

If I'd felt an immediate return of symptoms, I wouldn't have followed through. To me (and I'm not professional for sure), it seems as though it might not be the right time for you? Not just yet?

I wish you more than well and understand the struggle...

KD