Hi there.

I so understand the struggle with depression/meds.

I was on them for over two years. At first, they were a relief...of symptoms, bad feelings, bad thoughts, etc. They were numbing for me and I needed a numbing.

However, when my body was starting to feel better on its own, the AD's (high doses I was on) wouldn't allow for that and I began to feel just numb period. Then it wasn't a welcome, or good, feeling.

I do understand. It sounds like possibly you should again talk with your dr.

I wish you well with this and understand what you describe.

KD