With my current schedule, I don't know if I'm coming or going. Within the last two months there have been last minute changes because of weddings, holiday's and summer vacations. Prior to June, I would sit down and list everything down to the detail in an excel calendar and it was posted on the core board in both my home and work offices. I put detailed alarms in my phone to tell me where I'm supposed to be and when. Things used to have a logic in them. But now things seem to be changing on a daily basis and I am struggling. I can get the work done, on time but I literally do not know what day of the week it is.

A few minutes ago, my alarm went off. I literally had to have a conversation with my husband: Is this Saturday? I'm off today right? Why am I off on a Saturday? Are you sure? Why did I set the alarm then? Oh, that's right, I was supposed to cover for X today but they made other arrangements. The anxiety and lack of sleep are definitely not helping the situation.