Thank you for your responses! I'll try my best to find a doctor who specializes in eating disorders (though I highly doubt I'll succeed in finding one. There aren't many good therapists in this country in the first place).

So would that mean that everything I mentioned in my original post is caused by my eating disorder?

Oh and tinyrabbit, I know you don't mean it that way! Don't worry. And thank you so much! Both of you. <3