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Good luck on the job! I wish that I could convince you to be open with the people who could and want to help you, and stop making a game out of not giving them the whole story. I wonder if you are afraid to give up your self-destructiveness? Maybe it makes you feel safer, or gives people a reason to care about you. Whatever the reason, it's hard to change. I resist it too. I hope that things do get better for you very, very soon.

<font color=orange>"Never forget: 2 + 2 = 5 for extremely large values of 2."</font color=orange>