Thanks, granite... it's mostly relationship stuff. Nothing important. (Not saying relationship stuff is never important, just that this isn't.) Yes, T is on holiday for six more weeks, blast him.

I am going for a one-week crafting type course next week (book binding), which I do look forward to. I hope I will be able to relax and get away from my destructive thoughts and focus on what I am making with my hands - it should be possible, I think. I am not very good with my hands, and not very artistic, but I do so love beautiful books, and I love handling books, and I love paper, so I think this might be really really fun.