I really don't know how I made it through the day. I was sooo exhausted this morning. Almost zero energy. I get to work at 7:45 and find out I wasn't scheduled til 10. I almost cried right there. My
Boss found some work for me to do so I didn't have to wait around for 2 hours.
I could not focs or concentrate at all today, my brain was in a fog. I was counting money and had to restart 3 times because I kept losing count. And my feet calves and knees hurt so bad today, the day just dragged on and on.
Yesterday a coworker noticed how down I've been, so obviously it's bad because I'm really good at hiding behind a mask. I find myself smiling and making jokes even when I'm feeling depressed. These past 2 days I don't even have the energy/patience to do that. I'm thinking part if the reason for my moods could be my meds. I moved Monday, and ran out of my anxiety meds. I haven't taken any in the last few days plus have forgotten multiple times this week to take my lamotrigine. I really need to refill my prescription soon.