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Originally Posted by AgentBaphomet
You not getting the job, may not have been about you. I've filled out dozens of apps, gotten interviews, and not gotten the job. It's tough out there. It's NOT a reflection on who YOU ARE. I know exactly how you feel. I struggle with self-value issues myself. The key is to not let the external mess or change our self image.
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Well. That is a big issue of mine. I don't have any self image really. I don't do much of anything just for me. I never have. Friends and my husband often comment that I don't really have any interests. I don't do anything just because. I will if it serves a purpose, like gets me to meet people, or will make other people proud. Everything I have done in my life is to meet some one else's expectations or to get attention. I honestly don't know how to be any different. What I am is what other people think.
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Originally Posted by x_BabyG_x
You aren't stupid for trying at all, your motivation for trying to better yourself and seeking for what you deserve is something that all of us on here will certainly look up to you for doing!
it wasnt you that didnt deserve the job, it was the job that didnt deserve you!  |
Thank you for your kind words. I know you are right, but yet I just can't believe it.