since i was child i had trouble socializing.

im not interested a lot of times but im 100% scared all the time. ive been afraid/nervous even of my immediate family. so not to mention even my extended family and of course people i dont know. i used to be not so scared of online stuff. ive been increasingly scared of it to the point of deleting all my accts ive ever had and shutting down emails. all kinds of things.

anyway yea i also have trouble socializing. always have. my social skills i realize by now are severely inept. i have no friends and havent since 2008. from 2008-2010 i was talking to someone once a month but it died out.