Lack of sleep, is doing me in. I am up, I am down. Whether it be anxiety or depression, I am not sure, and don't really care one way of the other which one. Maybe both, as is to be expected.

I have so much on my mind right now. And am feeling a little sensitive.

I just want to know, that emotionally, I am going to come out the same. I am worried about surgery, in that regard. I need to be careful what sites I read on, about the surgery, I've worked so hard to maintain a healthy BMI, and don't know what side of the story to believe, with this looming surgery.

It's really troublesome, to wonder and wait, for the results to follow.