Im sorry you are having a hard time right now.

This thread is for you. You say your emotions are everywhere and you cant deal with it all, why not begin by using this thread as a release from them all. sort them out one by one - you feel anger, tell us what is causing the anger. once you have got that out, if your feeling betrayed etc, tell us why.

One step at a time and lets figure all of this out together. We are here for you xx