Still working on this in my head. She has gone on vacation, so there will be 10 days between our appointments. I have this obsessive need to drive by her house. I have never done that before. Since I know she is out of town, she won't even know I drove by.

Sounds rather insane! Why do I have this need to 'see' where she lives? I have seen a pic before, but for some reason I have this drawing urge/need to 'see' where she lives! Its not that I feel like I am stalking her. I just want to see it once and for all so that this 'feeling' will go away.

Its kinda like all this anxiety builds up, and then once I 'see' it, it will all go away and I can relax. Where is this need coming from? Why do I need to see where she lives? I wish this nagging feeling would just go away. I wish I could just accept our relationship and stop trying to make it so dang complicated!