Starting many projects and not finishing any does occur in bipolar a lot.

It seems that what you are describing is not QUITE that, though.

Bipolar people would run to the mall, find a crafts store, buy out one fourth of its catalog, clutter the home with the craft supplies, and never do more than one half-assed project.

You do not report that. You report just THINKING about doing different things, but not following up on your ideas.

I still think that you could benefit from reading and posting on the Bipolar forum, to see if others can relate to what you are saying and to see if you can relate to what others are saying.

Also, you would benefit from tracking moods. See Optimism Online.

Tracking moods would benefit you in two ways:

- you will see if there is a correlation with the female's cycle

- you can print out the mood chart to show your T and maybe decide with the T if you need a pdoc.

I am not saying you should track your moods for life, though, but just for a few months to collect information.