That does sound scarey. Do you have a therapist that you can discuss this sudden onset with? It sounds like you need to be somewhere safe for a while. Not necessarily in an inpatient program, but frequent sessions and someone who will stay with you when you are home, like a friend who might want to come over for a couple of days.

Emotions are temporary, scars are forever. I don't mean to sound glib. I just mean that often times there are periods of intense depression, anxiety and anger that will smooth over if given a little time and therapy. Once you cut, its just one more problem that you don't need to deal with.

Stay strong,
Sam2