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Originally Posted by velcro003
Granite: HOw long ago were you in these hospitals? I would stay away from those documentaries if they trigger you, and they seem to.
Also I agree with everyone else: you are 1000% entitled to feel like S**t even if your life is going good right now. Your terrible, awful, horrible, no-good, very bad childhood is catching up to you. It may seem impossible to stop feeling the way you do, but keep at it!! I've seen tremendous progress and know you can do it.
One thing I always think about is how you lived through the worst. You survived it the best you could. The worst is over. Now it is re-playing itself in your head, but that is fixable.
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that particular hospital i was 19 .quite a while ago. you bet i am staying away from that don't call me crazt thing .i have yet to watch the second one.probibly wont.i also wanted to share some of the hospital i was in so people could see whare i was.it was in better shape then. this video was done by someone who broke in before they knocked most of it down.
thanks for what you said about living through the worst. sometimes i do need to be reminded of that .like that was then and this is now. i really am trying to deal in these terms but it just seems so hard right now