I am at a place suddenly where I wonder if there really is anything to be thankful for.
It seems that no matter what I am thankful for, as soon as I am thankful for it, it's gone.
I really AM thankful that each day is an opportunity to heal, grow, live, and love.
It's just hard to fight back all the self negativity...even knowing that there is a God who loves me and cares for me every second of the life HE gave me.
HIS Grace is sufficient...now if only I can hold on to it and let it pull me out of the hole I have dug for myself. What a great day it will be when I am finally able to accomplish that.
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