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A Red Panda · Jul 07, 2013, 11:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Mandrec

I had an incredibly vivid dream (at least I think it was). I was sitting here in my sofa as I suddenly felt awfully tired. Because of some strange impulse from deep inside of me I decided to die, so I stopped breathing and let death come to me. It was terrible and wonderful at the same time. Beyond that I don't remember anything, but I remember dreaming about this dream tonight. And actually I'm not sure if this dream of dying was a dream at all, or if all of it happened before falling asleep two days ago. The dream I had tonight was even more vivid, and I remember thinking everything looked so clear that if this were a dream I would be manic tomorrow. It was a dream but I am not manic. When I woke up, and was awake, I was so disoriented and fatigued that I moaned, but I didn't hear the sound of my own moaning.

Still in a bad place, sorry for not getting back to people.

I've been having loads of vivid dreams too. For over a week straight now - each night there's at least one or two really vivid dreams. A few times they've been good - until I wake up and realize they weren't true and then I cry and feel sad. Most of the time they're not good at all.... and wake up with a racing heart.

I had 10 hours of sleep last night. And woke up with the same headache and still feeling exhausted! But I'm not sure if the exhaustion is from the headache.

And I can't tell if this stuff is from the lamotrigine, or if I've managed to catch a cold. I've got that headache, exhaustion, a runny nose, sore ears, and had a few days with a sore throat. The temperature here has been quite hot but then got cool again, and so I've been in an out going from hot to cold. Which traditionationally will give me a cold. But it's also been the first week of 25mg which was what my pdoc wanted to start me with (I actually started with 6 days on 12.5mg instsead...)