Thanks for the positive vibes , nights are super hard for me and they are getting worse. I'm regretting taking myself of meds ( go figure ) haha. My OCD is out of control and I'm in list making mode. 8 more days ...

I feel very selfish right now as I am offering zero support for y'all. I love this group and this board and this thread. I'm hoping to get back to the old me soon.